THE VAMPIRE'S
DIARY 
this is where i talk about my feelings and experiences, i guess. the entries here are much shorter than that of the actual blog page. wanna go home?
ENTRY #7 
i'm: ... 
looping the rooms - rusino ♬
1.07.2025 , 4:41PM - I FUCKING HATE YOU YOU EVIL TWINK
ENTRY #7
i'm: sleeeepy
children of the city - mili ♬
12.20.2025 , 11:02PM - had a dream about my press on nails falling off and getting lost today... it came true :( only 1 though, thankfullly
ENTRY #6
i'm: fine!!!
i know you love me, but do you think of me, romantically - charles ♬
12.09.2025 , 6:35PM - it really hurts to love you, but i can endure. i'll wait as long as you need me to. i'll hold onto this flower forever, without caring about the pain that its thorns bring me. perhaps one day it won't cut me anymore.
ENTRY #5
i'm: guilty nothing.
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12.08.2025 , 7:20PM - I did it again. I know that I shouldn't have. I know they would hate me. I know I've been told not to. Why do I still do it? Why can't I resist? Why can't I be as good as they want me to be? Why am I so weak? Why can't I be enough? Afterwards, I couldn't help but pretend like nothing happened, but I know that nothing can erase it. The feeling of my sin (I'm not religious, but I think it's better that way). An impurity. A disgusting stain of which I am tainted by that cannot be washed away. I get better, but it always comes back. It never really... goes away. Will I ever be free? Will I ever... change?
ENTRY #4
i'm: gooood only shallow - mbv ♬
11.22.2025 , 8:29PM - today was nice ^o^ that matcha made me kinda sick though (?) too sweet...
ENTRY #3
i'm: ok! better than me - smg ♬
11.17.2025 , 5:06PM - imreaaalllylhungnry...
ENTRY #2
i'm: sad insomniac - memo boy ♬
11.16.2025 , 8:44PM - we were so close... what happened? where's all that now? will things ever return to how they were?
i knew it would end one day, but i didn't expect it to end so soon.
ENTRY #1
i'm: neutral folern - nulut ♬
11.16.2025 , 4/5 smth pm idk- it's kinda lonely right now, but i understand that not everyone is always free.... i mean, gives me more time to work on my site i guess? i'd still prefer the company of my friends, though. there's not really anything that can replace that. i miss them. all of them.
see you soon!
